My last post was a reaction to extreme stress of being social in odds that were 100 percent against me.
I was so close … I was almost there and then I latched on to an excuse and held it tight.
I will go into more depth on the scenario but had to post that no matter how hard I’m trying to reject this personal development ive been exposed to, I just can’t.
The flow state I get in with this stuff gets me high. I love these abstract thoughts, ideas, and conversations.
I am trying to reject my tribe but because I need more healing in order to handle the energy that I allow to be taken from me.