Still can’t deny it…

My last post was a reaction to extreme stress of being social in odds that were 100 percent against me.  I was so close … I was almost there and then I latched on to an excuse and held it tight. I will go into more depth on the scenario but had to post that…

Look up once in awhile…

  Instead of thinking things like  “how dare that little mazda miata arrogant jerk dare to get into my lane and ahead of me”  (Ya know cause the lanes are merging and it’s just what needs to happen, lol)  Maybe, just maybe, breathe deep, let them merge, and take 5 seconds to look up and…

Well Hellooo Friday

Think think think … how to feel that #fridayfeeling everday?   …… Hmmm…

Boys vs. Girls

When things hit close to home such as people you know or family members things get real really quick. Its insane how easy and ok it is for us to judge stories especially those of rape and murder scenarios shown on tv and documentaries. To hear things from people that disgusts or makes me feel…

Oh Monday

Hopefully soon I will find the patterns of why the energy at my work is odd,different, and offputing. It’s a high anxiety job to begin with but I can feel the different anxiety energies that each day brings. And so far no apparent consistencies are formed. At least my tribe members also feel it. As…

Call on me!

No matter how many strides I’ve made personally there will still be those who will have the direct line to my trigger hotline. Being an INTP Female I’m very aware that if I don’t catch my anger in time i can make someone feel like their face got slammed in a bear trap. The aftermath…

Manic Mondays

Whether you stay positive or negative in this world life will still throw that stick in front of you while you roller blade by. My recent experience with personal growth has taught me that the events are still going to happen with a negative or positive outlook. I may have heard what I wanted to…

The More I Avoid … #workdrama

The patterns have become so consistent in which the more I try to avoid billing out that one client, avoid that one confrontation, or beg my coworker to please handle that one thing I’m desperately wanting to avoid the more it is an assurance that I will be forced to do it due to circumstance….