Heart of #rockandroll

I have no idea why but this has been my favorite song of all time.  It isn’t in my era yet I’ve loved it since I was a freshman in high school if not earlier.  Maybe it’s the heart beats in the beginning and maybe it’s the saxophone, who knows?! All I know is that…

Boys vs. Girls

When things hit close to home such as people you know or family members things get real really quick. Its insane how easy and ok it is for us to judge stories especially those of rape and murder scenarios shown on tv and documentaries. To hear things from people that disgusts or makes me feel…

Oh Monday

Hopefully soon I will find the patterns of why the energy at my work is odd,different, and offputing. It’s a high anxiety job to begin with but I can feel the different anxiety energies that each day brings. And so far no apparent consistencies are formed. At least my tribe members also feel it. As…

#Stress #Triggers

I HAD NOOOO IDEA my “accidental” personal growth path would cause so much stress in others. I see why sometimes you have to let people go from your life, especially those closest to you. If anyone would know your triggers it would be those closest, like family. Seeing my significant other become apparently stressed just…

Challenge: Eye Selfie

I saw my soul in my eyes today. I’ve taken many a pictures of my eyes but never have I ever felt something resonate deeper than “oooo pretty colors.” 😉 Though I thought I was being random I feel my brain actually knew something deeper and determined it was time for me to glimpse into…

Call on me!

No matter how many strides I’ve made personally there will still be those who will have the direct line to my trigger hotline. Being an INTP Female I’m very aware that if I don’t catch my anger in time i can make someone feel like their face got slammed in a bear trap. The aftermath…

Manic Mondays

Whether you stay positive or negative in this world life will still throw that stick in front of you while you roller blade by. My recent experience with personal growth has taught me that the events are still going to happen with a negative or positive outlook. I may have heard what I wanted to…

The More I Avoid … #workdrama

The patterns have become so consistent in which the more I try to avoid billing out that one client, avoid that one confrontation, or beg my coworker to please handle that one thing I’m desperately wanting to avoid the more it is an assurance that I will be forced to do it due to circumstance….

#fadnatic?

I was a fadnatic to the T. I’ve tried other peoples “solutions” for my weight, attitude, outlook, physical and mental health. Example: “as soon as i stopped eating,drinking,doing this: ______(enter newest fad) my life changed for the better or the my life has never been the same. Wanting the quick fix or that one magical…